I'm really rubbish at updating things. It's now November and I haven't updated this blog or the website in a long time. Apologises to all. I've been changing my anti-depressents , trying to find the ones that work and with the departure of my lovely dog jack, I've been debating about getting another one. However their will never be another dog quite like jack, but I feel like there's a big hole in my life atm. Although that could just be the illness.
Anyway I will try to do better and will write more about my everyday life.
bye for now
Saturday, 7 November 2009
Monday, 19 October 2009
Farewell jack
Goodbye, lovely lovely Jack, you will be missed alot. Thankyou for keeping me company and for all the good times. Love you jack bye.
Died at the weekend saturday 1.40ish
Tuesday, 13 October 2009
ILL for a LONG time!
Updated, for those whom read it.
I've been ill on and off with this virus and that since the last time I posted, I've had cystisis, the norovisrus, head colds and flu, and to top it all off my depression has flared up due to s.a.d. So I've not done anything in regards to jbn.
Today I'm feeling very sorry for myself as the doc, has suggested different a/d's, so currently going through a change over and also I'm suffering from a bad cold virus, so can't breath atm and have a soar throat to boot.
Apologise to all that have been waiting for an update, but I've been resting most of the time, trying to fight the bugs off and the bad thoughts at the same time.
I'm so used to the darkness atm that it's becoming less familiar to see any light.
but hope is not lost, just dwindling.
Love to all those who suffer and hugs to all those who care.
bye for now
I've been ill on and off with this virus and that since the last time I posted, I've had cystisis, the norovisrus, head colds and flu, and to top it all off my depression has flared up due to s.a.d. So I've not done anything in regards to jbn.
Today I'm feeling very sorry for myself as the doc, has suggested different a/d's, so currently going through a change over and also I'm suffering from a bad cold virus, so can't breath atm and have a soar throat to boot.
Apologise to all that have been waiting for an update, but I've been resting most of the time, trying to fight the bugs off and the bad thoughts at the same time.
I'm so used to the darkness atm that it's becoming less familiar to see any light.
but hope is not lost, just dwindling.
Love to all those who suffer and hugs to all those who care.
bye for now
Wednesday, 16 September 2009
Down but not out yet!
I've been a touch down over the last couple of weeks, problems with my illness, which (touch wood are now sorting themselves out) Also Haven't been updating as much as I should be.
You can slap my wrists now!
However I have been busy in my garden trying to set up a veggie and tree spot where I can grow organic fruit and veg. Currently thought it is a big mess although I've not taken any current photo's of it.
Also I'm currently trying to sell some of the junk that's in the garage to make space for a workshop(obviously 4 me) but I want to melt glasss and make my own beads. Of which I went to a great session with lush lampwork lady julie, who said I was almost a natural!!
I will be making jewellery with the beads that are annealed and they will feature on the website when I've done so. I can't wait!!
Also with christmas coming up I've had an idea to make gift boxes, individual as much as the jewellery but the gift will then truelly be a unique and thoughtful gift.
Post again soon, hopefully about updating the webbie.
ps: what I'm selling is here....
You can slap my wrists now!
However I have been busy in my garden trying to set up a veggie and tree spot where I can grow organic fruit and veg. Currently thought it is a big mess although I've not taken any current photo's of it.
Also I'm currently trying to sell some of the junk that's in the garage to make space for a workshop(obviously 4 me) but I want to melt glasss and make my own beads. Of which I went to a great session with lush lampwork lady julie, who said I was almost a natural!!
I will be making jewellery with the beads that are annealed and they will feature on the website when I've done so. I can't wait!!
Also with christmas coming up I've had an idea to make gift boxes, individual as much as the jewellery but the gift will then truelly be a unique and thoughtful gift.
Post again soon, hopefully about updating the webbie.
ps: what I'm selling is here....
Wednesday, 12 August 2009
These are puzzle's that I found and completed. Above is a picture of an english cottage and below is a picture of castle (I have to say the sky was quite hard).
This is the picture of the process of painting some wooden beads, it's a long drawn out step by step stage and hope explains why things are taking so long.
Sorry about bad pictures.
That's it for now, more to come next week!
Sunday, 9 August 2009
Sunday night!
Only today have I realised that I'd forgtten to update. I'm so bad at blogging online that I need to kick myself (most of the time). Anyway's....
Today I have been suffering with a terrible migraine and mostly spent it taking tablets and drinking lots, plus had a nap which is not like me. It did help a little but not much (I guess it got me through till now) So have decided to give myself a break and make sure I post updates online tommorrow. My camera is rubbish and is not working correctly been trying to take photo's and the shutter doesn't open , so have lots of pictures of black nothingness. (ironic really just like myself, a big black nothing) Anyway enough with the illness and self pity.
I have made some progress with some of my work but am finding it hard atm, due to our stairs ceiling is falling off and away, rumble and mess is everywhere. This makes it hard to focus myself on being creative.
Film review time:- Ice Age 3
This film in my opinion was very good, I saw it in 3d on a bad day and although it didn't cheer me up (which is hard for anyone at the best of times) It did have a few laughs. I have enjoyed all ice age films, however I still think that the 2nd is the best so far. I found the 3rd more aimed at kids and as a kid's film it should be so. Although I would give it 7 out of 10, one watch is enough, but it still has the quirky moments that make you smile or even laugh, nice film over all. Sid the sloth and the squirrel are my favourite characters, although this film focuses more on the mammoth and his girlfriend, however starts out with sid usualness and turns more funny as it goes along. Definitely a film to watch.
Also this weekend I've been on a spending spurge which is silly really as my birthday is on tuesday next week. Hopefully I will get some good presents but they aren't everything. My birthday wish for the last couple of years is and has been to get better and be able to move on with my life. At 26 I should have a my own home, be able to drive and a job. But most of all The one thing I want is to be happier and have my health back.
Why is it always the nicest people get shat on? (excuse my language) But just when things start going in the right direction something bad happens, be it ill health, unhappiness and or something else. I know life is not suppose to be easy but couldn't it be more easier for the ill people?
Anyway I'm off to watch telly and chillax it up!
Today I have been suffering with a terrible migraine and mostly spent it taking tablets and drinking lots, plus had a nap which is not like me. It did help a little but not much (I guess it got me through till now) So have decided to give myself a break and make sure I post updates online tommorrow. My camera is rubbish and is not working correctly been trying to take photo's and the shutter doesn't open , so have lots of pictures of black nothingness. (ironic really just like myself, a big black nothing) Anyway enough with the illness and self pity.
I have made some progress with some of my work but am finding it hard atm, due to our stairs ceiling is falling off and away, rumble and mess is everywhere. This makes it hard to focus myself on being creative.
Film review time:- Ice Age 3
This film in my opinion was very good, I saw it in 3d on a bad day and although it didn't cheer me up (which is hard for anyone at the best of times) It did have a few laughs. I have enjoyed all ice age films, however I still think that the 2nd is the best so far. I found the 3rd more aimed at kids and as a kid's film it should be so. Although I would give it 7 out of 10, one watch is enough, but it still has the quirky moments that make you smile or even laugh, nice film over all. Sid the sloth and the squirrel are my favourite characters, although this film focuses more on the mammoth and his girlfriend, however starts out with sid usualness and turns more funny as it goes along. Definitely a film to watch.
Also this weekend I've been on a spending spurge which is silly really as my birthday is on tuesday next week. Hopefully I will get some good presents but they aren't everything. My birthday wish for the last couple of years is and has been to get better and be able to move on with my life. At 26 I should have a my own home, be able to drive and a job. But most of all The one thing I want is to be happier and have my health back.
Why is it always the nicest people get shat on? (excuse my language) But just when things start going in the right direction something bad happens, be it ill health, unhappiness and or something else. I know life is not suppose to be easy but couldn't it be more easier for the ill people?
Anyway I'm off to watch telly and chillax it up!
Saturday, 25 July 2009
End of July!
Turn around and it's the end of july already, don't feel like typing much today, but then
I don't feel like much today anyways. I have deleted about 3 lines already I just don't know what to say...............................so I will let the picture do the talking for me.
I don't feel like much today anyways. I have deleted about 3 lines already I just don't know what to say...............................so I will let the picture do the talking for me.
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