Terminator...

Terminator films are all good but this evening I went to see the new terminator salvation film.
Firstly if you don't want to spoil the film then don't read on (skip it)
The film was excellent though I enjoyed it very much and would definetely say it's worth a watch.
I would rate it 8/9 outta ten, It just missed out on the 10 score due to a few things that I thought could have been better. The thing that I enjoyed about the film was marcus wright both good looking and a true human that has faults I found watching him intriguing, and thoughtful to watch wondering what would happen next. I thought that Christian Bale aka john connor was ok but found I didn't warm to his character as the film showed no light in the relentless dark part he played.
I thought the ending could of been alot better and I didn't like the fact that in the end marcus died in a very poor way by giving up his heart to save john's life. I thought that they should of had some comedy or lighter down time within the film to relieve the tension of it all. Also the terminator at the end didn't have the same type of continuous action or music like in the first terminator movie which let it down a touch. However I thought that kyle reese played by Anton Yelchin was played excellently that I found even though they had used same lines from the first movie that I liked the character very much and that he acted a young person playing on old soul, very well.
I think overall the movie was good but it was had a bleak outlook throughout and there was not enough light within it. Hope and life was missing.

Anyway after watch such a gloomy picture I decided to cheer myself up with some hot chocolate.
So as the movie says I'll be back!

weekend awaits.....

Well Not been up to much but this weekend I'm off to see my future inlaws kinda..(as my bf hasn't got around to the proposing yet and I don't really care for the whole marriage stuff as long as we are happy together) Anyway I see them as family already although I still even now worry what they think of me. (silly i know)

I've been reading which is unheard of for me, as no doubt anyone of my family will tell you i'm not a bookworm but I seem to have caught the bug well at least with this writer. Her name is stephnie meyer and she has 3 best sellers for supposedly teenager market but yet I saw the film and thought I wonder if the books are any good. The film twilight is ok, nothing fantastic as vampire movies go, but I liked the romance side of it. The torment and twists in expressions....so thought I'd read the book and I'm glad I did. I've read and finished twilight,new moon, eclipse, and am half way through breaking dawn. All have been excellent and she has made the writting really easy to read. So far New moon has obviously been my favourite as I just couldn't put it down(so much so I read it in 1 and half days) Which is not like me at all. But I would say that I'm really enjoying reading breaking dawn and trying to pace myself this time so I can enjoy it all the more.

It kinda makes me envious that I can't write like this myself, I think my stories would not sell and come out in gobbledy goop (i think that's how you spell it) Plus I don't think anyone would want to read what I would want to say. Although I have to say my journal sometimes makes for good reading even if I do say so myself.

I'm also debating whether or not to buy a apple ipod nano in pink (obviously) however it's quite expensive for me and not sure if I can justify it to myself as I've already got a mp3 player but i can't change the music on it which is really irritating. I want to update and listen to new good music like this that I found through fluke when looking at cats and kittens on you tube...
here's the link:- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=03OJvZhU-3M&feature=fvw
Jake Walde, the song is called " For Someone "
I also loved this from him..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K0bayNqliCo&feature=related
Maybe I should become a music critic because I think his voice and the way he sings this is excellent, he sounds like he's in so much pain, for his lost love that it looks like he's in tears at the start but recovers towards the end. Anyway time for me to pop off and get some lunch in me as well as pack for the weekend.

bye

flippin weather!

What is up with weather reports atm!

I did some gardening yesterday because I thought that it might be the last nice day of the week and now as I look out the window, I could of done some more today. When I looked at the weather report it said rain all week, but as I look out the window now it doesn't look to bad> although this is england maybe it will be bad later.

Anyway pictures as promised of so far.....
All of these spaces was and some still are filled completely with bramble, weeds and stinging nettles. You couldn't see the greenhouse at all.I've manage to pull it all out naturally, so that the new veggie plot is not contaminated with poisonous toxins.

monday blues

As usual everyone gets monday blues....when they are working at least. They don't wanna get up to go to work and start a fresh week. However I don't have work to get me up but yet I still get the blues anyway but in a different sense. Today due to my depression I'm struggling to do anything yet I forced myself outta bed, went straight to so-say working by trying to uncover my mum's greenhouse and spent 2 hours on that. Then I came in had a shower and something to eat and went straight back to working by cleaning, tidying and straighing up the house, as well as doing some washing. Yet It hasn't stopped any of the down feelings I'm having and all my brain is screaming at me to do now is.......................................................................................................................................... well I can't say because it might give ppl the wrong idea.

All the world is out there and all my brain can think about is how sad and upset it's feeling. My energy levels are at an all time low and I feel tired most of the time. I don't know what is driving me to continue but i know if i stop I stop for good.

People don't understand depression and as it's not visible it's hard for them to remember that it's still with me all the time. My mum just doesn't get it sometimes , she thinks that because I'm up and doing stuff that i'm getting better but it doesn't work like that. I'm struggling today ......

LoL at myself, for doing soooo badly!

I can't believe it!!

That sounds so tired and cleche , but it's June already and the year is flying by. I can't believe how badly I've been at blogging. I can't seem to get anything right atm. My depression is up and down like a yo-yo and My jewellery making and selling is the same. Sometimes I do well sometimes I do rubbish.

Obviously nobody is going to be interested in what I say on here, but I guess I blog for my own piece of sanity and just incase their are ppl interested in what I'm doing.

I've been busy though, currently I'm learning or trying but failing to enamelling at college and teaching myself pmc and engraving. I've got lots of little projects on the go....such at 2 male bracelets which have been commissioned for me to do...however I'm doing badly with them, keep mucking them up and a couple of little things that I want to make for myself or others that i care for.

Also I've decided since english weather has cheered up some what to make my own veggie plot and what the hell did I let myself get into there. This is no little project to start with as the greenhouse is covered in vicous vines and stingers. I will take some photo's of this and hope to post them when I actually remember to do so. But the veggie plot is suppose to be helping me exercise and giving me something achievable to show to others that I am trying.

Also I've decided to learn how to make glass beads so I contacted a good friend I hope , in julie who does lush lampwork and has said she will tutor me in september (little screaming of yes, going on inside) So I have lots of fingers in pies atm.

Last month I had friends from poland come to stay with me, lots of fun and alcohol was involved most likely the cause of all the forgetfulness. The also want me and b/f to go to stay at there's in the summertime. Doubtful at the moment with the way our money lies.

I don't like to post everyday as anyone who read's this knows, but when I do post hopefully what I'm saying is interesting at least.

I've been to see many film's and the most memorable one is star trak at the moment, due to the fact the hype around the film was kinda of correct. The film is good and I liked sylar (i dunno what the actors name is) aka spok and captain kirk, in the film.
I'm going to make sure I see the terminator film and can't wait for transformers 2. So no doubt I'll give better reviews on them.

bye for now and hopefully I'll remember to post sooner.

Omg!

It's March and slap my hands you may,

I know I haven't posted since January and feel slightly ashamed, that the webbie is not updated nor is my blog or anything else. No wonder I'm going down the crapper.

I'm going to watch watchmen this afternoon and will make sure that I update about the film and update the website 2morrow hopefully.

Blimey this keeping things updated is hard.

I've taken a few pictures today of my many pieces and hope that something will grab someone's attention, as nothing is selling atm, which makes me doubt my work. Put photography is sooooooooooooooo hard!

Anyway will update again soon.

finger's crossed xx

posted some!

Hi every1

I've posted up some new pictures of my work but not alot.

This picture is of one of my favourite pieces, but it's very different! Red coral with sterling silver twists and a star toggle clasp!

Brilliant for standing out from a crowd.

I've got some more that I need to post up but problem is it's only like a few pieces of my work, I've made so much jewellery it's unbelievable when I look at it all.

Anyway also been busy making chocolate chipped cookies, doing some more of my cross stitch and have a few black "evil" days.

Promise to update more and I've just joined twitter to follow stephen fry on his adventures, but will be updating mine more as well.

Last night I watched 24 series 7 the first 2 episode, they are ok but it's the clock that keeps you going otherwise advert breaks might wreck the intensity feeling it has.
Also going to watch quite a bit of new stuff over the next week so will report back on that.

bye for now